o heart of mine~

why must you stray~

hiya! it's passion week this week, but i'm having a hard time loving Jesus. i had to write mark 12:30 on my hand because that's how forgetful and unloving and divided i am. plus i am forcing my ears to listen to licoln brewster's song version of that verse on repeat. that's funny... i can't even love Jesus without Him helping me to love Him. i need grace. (i need grace kim too)

speaking of divided, i went to a retreat this past weekend, and.......i think i need deliverance. HA! but joseph and sunny's snapchats kept me sane. it saddens me that i don't have the capacity to love my church. but it's comforting to know everyone there is just a passing person who is in my life just for a short, temporary time period. there's a purpose to why i'm there. i just want to enjoy(?) and suck out all the good i can possibly get from there before my time is up? but i have this scary thought that i'll maybe miss them when i actually end up leaving.

i don't have much of an update about the korea situation except... the sf office emailed me today to hurry up with the documents. heh

so i'll show ya pictures of this past retreat and how i converted to fob-ism!




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sharon

figuring out blogger

and an update for you:
i passed round 1 of interviews, and i'm waiting to get replies to recommendation letter requests.
i was told to keep a record of everything that happens... so that later, when i look back, i can see how God was faithful, how God came through. i was also told to share it, but i'm extremely self-conscious so i'm only sharing it with YOU! heheheheohohoh maybe when i actually end up flying out, i'll make it public. maybe. i'll also write about how i was led to take a gap year and how humbling (i mean pride-hurting ha!) it was... and everything else before. and i'll keep updating tumblr too. heh. but that's it for today!

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sharon